New xanga!!!

Hey just lettin u all know that i have a new xanga! i'm NOT deleting this one at ALL! Just felt like making a new one!:) I haven't been on xanga for the longest timeeeeeeee! So i'm gonna try it again..i'll prob only post once or twice a week, but im gonna give xanga another chance.. Alot has happened since i last made a post!! I'll update about that soon when i got more time!!. It'll be on my new site!!!

Well here is the link to it Ash_a_lee2004

I LOVE MY BABY BOO NICK! FOREVER AND EVER!! SO LUCKY HE'S THE ONE!!:)

Heyyyyy Peeps!

Hope your all doing well. I'm pretty good and excited. My sweetie is coming home on friday. WOOT!:] So happy about that. I'm so proud of him. I love him so much!!!

I'm almost done xmas shopping and making my gifts. I just got 2 xmas presents all packaged up to send. I got 2 more to get ready. I got a few more stuff to finish up and to buy, but i'm doing better than i did last year. So give me a pat on the back..haha!

Yesterday, wasn't such a good day for me, but i'm 10 times better though. I got a 172 dollar bill yesterday for my elec/heat. I seriously don't know how it can be so damn hi. I only have my heat on 65. Idk its freakin crazy. GRR!..but w/e! Gonna try not to worry about it so much right now. I'm tryin to change and not worry so much. Lets see if that works...

On sunday one of my uncles had a heartattack, but he got out yesterday. So it wasn't that bad of one. My dad had one almost 10 years ago and he was in the hospital for like 2 to 3 days.

Hope you all have a great week and get ur xmas shopping done.;]

Take Care!!!

I LOVE YOU TONS NICHOLAS AND I ALWAYS WILL!!!!

Hey People!

I hope u ALL had a great THANKSGIVING!!!

Now its time for Xmas!! Ahhh!

I'm kinda excited about xmas this year though. I bought my mom a cappiciounio maker and let me tell u. That sucker wasn't cheap..lol It was 75 bucks, but its in layway right now. I owe 47 bucks on it yet. I'll be paying more on it tomorrow. I got a few people done. I know what i'll be getting my sisters and my dad I'm thinkin my hardest on what to get nick. I wanna make it special. Even though he pissed me off tonite..lol I was working today and work just sucked today. I was lookin forward to it all day to talk to him. So when i got a chance too it felt like he ditched me cuz his friends came over to the house he is renting from the college in SA and i'm pretty sure they where B.S with each other and he hardly talked to me. It pissed me off so bad and it made me sad. I left him a rude message, but idk if he got it, but i feel terrible now for being a bitch, cuz that message was rude. Why do guys have to be like that sometimes..and..of course i'm not mad at him anymore cuz i  can't stay mad at him. I try my hardest to stay mad at him when he pisses me off, but i can't. Why is that? He finally comes home the 12th.

So is anyone all ready for xmas? I'm getting to the 1/2 way mark of being done. YAY ME! I'm feeling tired again and i just woke up from a nap. Idk why i'm so tired lately. Maybe i'm pregnant?..lol No, i'm not!

If anyone else wanna exchange cards. Let me know by the end of next week.

Well, i'm out for now..

Byez!

I MISS YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH HUN AND I LOVE U MORE AND MORE EVERY SECOND!!!

I'm going NUTS!!

*SIGH*

I'm going NUTS!! I haven't heard from nick since 1:15 on the 12th. I do hope he is ok. I wonder how long it takes to get to South Africa. Does anyone know? He and a few friends went to S.A. They are staying in the dorms. He said he'll keep in contact though internet while he is gone, but still nothing from him. I'm  thinking he prob. doesn't have his net hooked up yet and that he is really busy. I know when my sis started college it took at least a week to get her net hooked up?  I haven't been able to sleep a nite all the way through since he's been gone. I'm always like that though.

Do you guys think he is ok? Cuz i would seriously be lost without him. He's my baby boo!!!

Tomorrow is his 21st birthday. YAY! I hope i can hear from him b4 then. Just leave him some loving on this site and i'll show him if i get to talk to him soon. I better and he better deff take me to an awesome place like he promised..hehe!

I work today. Really not looking forward to it at all. I'm not in the mood of seeing my boss. I just wish i could tell her off and not worry about getting my ass fired. Well, at less untill i find another job then idc if i get fired. It's pretty sad that the other boss can't stand her either. This job is just full of alot of BS and drama and its so sicking. BLAH!!!

I hope everyone is having a good weekend. All i want is it to be Dec. 12th so my baby comes home!!!

*DEAR GOD!! PLEASE LET NICK BE OK AND PLEASEEEEEE LET HIM GET AHOLD OF ME REALLY SOON, CUZ I'M GOING NUTS WITHOUT HIM AND I'M FREAKING OUT AND HOPING NOTHING BAD HAPPENED TO HIM...THANKS!!!*

I MISS YOU ALOT HUN AND I LOVE YOU TONS FOREVER AND EVER!! YOUR MY WORLD!!

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My baby left today for South Africa. He'll be there from Nov. 12th through Dec. 12th. *sigh* For training for school. I'm trying not to be sad, but i already  miss him so much!!! The time in SA is about 8 hours ahead of us. So its about 3:12 am there right now. He promised me that he will write me a letter. So i'll be looking forward to that. When he comes home he'll know more for his future career. I just hope this month goes by really really fast. I'm gonna try to keep myself busy...

Other news going on.....

*DRAMA=WORK*

So yea, there is alot of drama going on at where i work. It's just insane. My boss is such a bitch. Today she told me and this other lady "move bitches" What kind of boss talks to there workers like that? Hmm! Everyone is getting sick of her. So i have a pretty good feeling she'll be canned soon. She is always crabby and bitchy. It's like she is having  a bad day everyday. It's just sicking.

but that is all for now. I'm gonna go and try to keep myself busy now..

Bye! Bye!

I MISS YOU TONS HUN AND I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EVERY SECOND!!! WISH YOU THE BEST WITH UR TRAINING!!!!